God I hate the job hunting, I never know where is my final destiny. I am still going through all these up and down, hope one day that I can get my dream job. A close friend who once told me "whatever the job title and the position describes, or whatever u r really approch to, even if u r a perfect candidate, the company actually and finally only need A WORKING EMPLOYEE". She is trying to share the experience who had a great ability and fantasy potential from one of China's top univesities, if it is all true, is that worthy I am undertaking all these tracks, or do I should give up all the "beautiful but hollow" dreams and end up with whatever job takes me at the end? I am really puzzled and caught in the middle.

Funny bloody fucking dreams! Can I get it? In the dreams? Or is that simply because I am not competitive? Then why do I have to study for four years? Why not find and take whatever the shit jobs? Where is my future career?

Track Listing Record: JPMorgan HK, Macquaire Bank, AMP, KPMG, PWC, ANZ, P&G - straight rejected after applications. Westpac, NAB, CBA, Citigroup, BHP, St.george - second round. Aristocrat, Allianz, Rail Corp - phone interview. Onesteel - Assessment Center. HSBC - final AC. Qantas - semi-final round panel interview. QBE, Ferrier Hodgson, Mercer - still waiting.

Finger crossed that I can get one spot on..... to catch and complete the dreams and pursue my happiness. Thanks for everyone who has ever helped me, inspired and motivated me, I hope I am not let u down and make u pround of me in the near future! Kisses and LOVE!